I cant take this anymore, I cant take this anymore,
I scream and fell on the floor.
My eyes gets shut and lips get sealed,
In my unconscious mind positivity i yield.
I see myself with him sitting together,
We intertwined our fingers and take a swear to be this way forever.
He promises me to take a step forward in our relationship,
I felt as if i had won some championship.
Birds were singing, trees were dancing, sky was smiling,
This environment feels so exciting.
Overwhelmed with joy i fly high,
Suddenly my eyes open and i sigh.
Realizing it was just a dream,
‘I want to go in dreams,’ I scream.
Once again negativity eluded my mind,
Overcoming from it no way i find.
I cry for help to set me free from pain,
But all goes in vain.
I try to commit suicide,
But I stop, thinking about the dream of being his bride.
I decide, I will try my best,
But suddenly I get stressed.
Will he be future my I doubt,
I am loser I shout.
Negativity! Negativity is killing me,
Can anyone set me free??